Moving right along…

What a whirl wind these past two days have been. Monday I moved into my new place (yay!), and because I promised myself I would quit smoking once I moved in, I finished my pack on Tuesday and yesterday was my first full day without smoking. Of course what made this task very difficult was the fact that I had The Talk with the guy I’d been seeing. And to top it all off, I got my period! I felt like beating things, chewing off all my nails, pulling out all of my hair… Granted I didn’t, but I sure as hell thought about it.

However, I am resolved not to let this upset me. I will not hold onto this thing, what ever it was, in hopes that in a few months we’ll both be in a position to where we can pick up with where we left off. That would be very foolish of me, not to mention the fact that I would almost certainly be hurt if I held on. I am not a foolish person (for the most part).

We’ll see how well this works.